I never been through something like this ever in my life. I felt like I was living the most amazing life. . Then the first week of April hit & shit just went down. I don’t know what I did to get all of this but its here & I gotta get through it alone. I’ve cried so much I don’t have any more tears… I can’t wait for this to be over. I wanna move on alone. Cause nobody can be there for you other than yourself & God.